your words sting me.

i read what sheryl said.
and i guess it really hurt me.
but not only me i guess.
the rest of us.
its like you suddenly shown me what kind of person you really are.
yes, i'm giving you credit for admiting that you were not exactly responsible.
and i'm not condemning you for anything.
but honestly.
no one is going to help you if you don't ask for it.
i'm really hurt at this point in time.
i thought i knew you. but i guess i really didn't.
your words made audrey cry.
i almost did if i wasn't that concerned with comforting audrey.
we're not saying that you're irresponsible or stupid.
but maybe you could have lowered your pride and asked for help.
and i rememebred offering my help.
but i guess you just brushed it off.
just like how you always brush me off because i'm nothing that i'mportant to you.

i know i should just forgive and forget.
but sometimes sher.
you might be going over the limit and maybe there needs to be someone to keep you grounded.
yes.
you might say that priss understands you the best.
but you haven't seen it from our point of view.
was she there when you said all those words that hurt us?
she wasn't.
but now you have gone over my limit.
i don't know.
i've always tried to be there for you.
but when i tried to look for you.
you can't seem to be found.
i admit.
i get jealous over you and priss.
for so long now.
and i've told priss before.
it isn't easy admitting this.
i don't like it when i've known you for so long. and if anything crops up. you run to priss and tell her everything when i try so hard to be here for you. its like. i don't see a friend in you anymore. you're so distant from me.

i'm sorry for not trying to comfort you.
but you have to realise something. i was as hurt as audrey was. by your words.
don't say that i didn't tell you not to take anything you couldn't handle.

AMAZING ONE! i miss the ben and jerry's already. i miss you too. and don't be angry anymore la k? not worth your anger. not worth the energy. just remember that i'm here. and i want to say thank you for being there for me. despite everything that happened in the past. where we didn't like each other. i'm AMAZED at how we love each other all now. i need you now. but you should study. i'll talk to you after that.
i'm beginning to trust.
just give me alot more time alright.
i love you dear.

i cannot keep dreaming of you.
it hurts waking up to the remains of you.
you hurt me.